So few know and of those few none can help,
The ones who might or could
don't know,
won't help,
don't care,
don't exist,
as far as reality is concerned
but that's the gist of irony, isn't it?
So I'll rot my soul,
my heart,
my mind,
my teeth,
every aspect of my being
to see if someone might step forth
from the obscuring shadows
to save me,
from myself
from the world
from this pain
But the nagging suspicion
(won't fade
won't leave
won't go)
that no one ever will
that I'll always be alone.
unwanted
unloved
uncared for
unknown
never missed by even one
alone without love
Loveless.
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