I had a boyfriend that I was going out with for 8 months and we had an on and off relationship but we were in love with each other. I go to this program in school called ecad and my/his best friend was in the program with me. So my boyfriend left the school and transfered to another school. I was really sad and the guy in my ecad class always tried to comfort me. He was like a brother. So one day in ecad we were watching a movie and he sat right infront of the tv. We were close and I thought it would he okay if I put my chin on his shoulder. He was fine with it and then 5 minutes later he turned his head and kissed me. I didn't know what to do so ignored it. Then 5 minutes after that he turned his head and kissed me again. I was like you can't do this you have a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend. Then he was like your boyfriend is gone. Then I said but me and him are still together and you have a girlfriend. Then he said your point? Then he said fine I won't do it again. So I thought he meant it so I put my chin on his shoulder again and 5 minutes later he kissed me. I was so confused. I didn't know what to do so I walked away. Later that day I told his girlfriend and she was like it's okay I don't care as long as he doesn't do it again. Then he got mad at me for telling her and he ignored me but we made up. Then a couple weeks later by boyfriend called and I was like I need to tell you something. Then he said that he kissed another girl. I was lie well me and your "cuzin" kissed. He was like I know. I was like are we over now or what and he was like yeah, why don't you go call your boyfriend and I was like he's not my boyfriend! Then he was like then why'd u guys kiss. I was like I didn't kiss him, he kissed me. He was like whatever why don't you just call your boyfriend. I was so mad. I yelled he's not my......., then I was like, you know what **** you and then I hung up. Then later that night my "friend" said that we were going out and I couldn't say otherwise cause he would get mad at me. Then a month and a half later we had this alumni day thing and my ex and my new "bf" total ignored me. I wanted to talk to my ex because I never stopes liking him and I needed to talk to him by they were like buddy-buddy the whole time. I was like forget both of them I don't care but I really do and I can't stop thinking about them. But they both hate me and I can't call them because they would hang up and I never see them. What should I do? I don't know if I still like one of them..... I can't stop thinking about them and sometimes I wanna cry......
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