My grandson killed himself 2 months ago by overdosing on barbiturates, almost to the day. He was just 22 years old. He had recently been diagnosed with AIDS a few weeks before he killed himself. He had been living with us for 4 years this past February. My husband and I loved him so much.
I haven't been able to sleep at all, so I am wondering what I can do to help myself move on a little during these hours that I am awake. My doctor prescribed me sleeping meds, but I don't take them. I sometimes sit awake at night and think maybe I hear him in the other room and I hurry up out of bed, but he's never in his old room.
I just don't know what to do. I need some suggestions. Please.
I can't really ask my husband for help in the middle of the night because he needs to go to work early in the morning so he can support us since I am on leave for a while.
Tags: