i was in 2nd grade when it happened.
my mom woke me up for school and i remember i had a terrible dream about fire and airplanes. except in my dream the white house was attacked.
i told my mom i was scared and she told me it was just a bad dream and made me get ready for school.
i was still scared as i was getting ready, being as i was only a little kid.
then my mom drove us to school and as my siblings were getting out of the car to go to school, i started yelling and told my mom that i wasn't going to go because i was scared. and i was crying.
she thought i was making a huge deal out of nothing, but she let me stay home anyway.
then.. as we were driving home, we were listening to the radio, and we head what happened. my mom drove off to a gas station, where there were cars EVERYWHERE.. and just sat there.
of course she was shocked because of what happened.. but now she's explained to me that it's what i had told her about my dream that really freaked her out.
as you can probably imagine, she was really messed up from this for about a week.
i have vague memories of most of the dream today, but still some of the images are clear in my head.
when we came home, i sat on the couch for hours and hours just watching the whole thing on television.
still today.. this has been the most traumatizing thing to ever happen in my life. i need help.
i need thoughts and opinions on this.
i sometimes feel that i could have stopped this horrible and tragic event, and it really gets to me.
call me a liar, i've heard it before.
but i really need help.
i need imput.
any i can get.
thanks.
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