A Thousand Splendid Suns Written by Khaled Hosseini...Quote Reflection help needed?

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"It wasn’t the fear of bleeding to death that made her drop the spoke, or even the idea that the act was damnable - which she suspected it was. Laila dropped the spoke because she could not accept what the Mujahideen readily had: that sometimes in war innocent life had to be taken. her war was against Rasheed. The baby was blameless. And there had been enough killing already. Laila had seen enough killing of innocents caught in the cross fire of enemies."

Can someone tell me what exactly this quote means??

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