m 27 yr old g*y. i met this guy on a g*y site with the intention of Long Term Relationship. Initially he responded properly n i felt that this is the guy i was looking for. i told him that i was taking him seriously. after few days he stopped responding properly. finally i told him my feeling for him. he denied saying that he hadn't over come from his past relationship n hoping his ex BF to come back in his life. he also told me that i should have given him time n he stopped responding because he felt that i was getting closer to him. after that he totally ignored me. i apolozise to him for not giving him time. he said he was no longer able to carry on the things with me. on the same day he again went to g*y sites. i ignored all the things n thought that he wanted some freedom. i also started going on the same g*y site. after a week we both went for a move. we didnt talk abt the relationship. he behaved as if there was nothing between us. after few days he messaged me on same g*y site that he had wonderful week n had s*x with two guys. he also said that it was worth for physical satisfaction only. i got shattered, disheartened. now he tells that i never understood him. he messaged in such a manner without thinking that how will i feel.
i just wants to ask all of u that why he didnt give me a second chance whereas initially he responded like anything n this was the reason i became serious for him. i still cant believe that how can one get change like this? who was on mistake?
below is the last conversation i had with him for ur reference:
HE: Hey ....I'd great s*x session with two guys this week. I enjoyed ******* them. Atleast. this week went great for physical need.
What abt u ?
ME: congratulations! it means that u have over come from ur past n now enjoying s*x completely. i had a very bad week but now-onwards i will be able to enjoy each day.
HE: Dude ...It was s*x only..does not calm ur soul n mind.
What u mean by...(but now-onwards i will be able to enjoy each day).......Why did u say so...
ME: i had been very restless since the day i told u my feeling for u. today it seems that ur msg has given me all the answers.
HE: Oh. Great.
Things happen for good. I'm happy now I made u happy. But then met for s*x only....so it was worth for physical satisfaction.
But Yaar you we were not ready for hook up or one night stand...
right??....
ME: m short of words. all i want to say that --- May u get what u deserve.
HE: I wish the same for you.
HE: U deserve better then me....As u good at heart.
god bless us all
HE: So I suppose this weekend gonna be great and enjoyable for you.
ME: you knw .....i was ready to wait to hear something positive form u. i never expect that u will approach me this way. now m confident that there can be nothing between us but i want to let u know that what u have lost. i am such a guy who could give u the company for lifetime n i really meant it. each n every moment i spent wth u was full of my emotions n love. now i regret that why i got failed to recognize u. i didnt get hurt this much when u told that u did not have feeling for me. but today the situation is almost like dying for me. u have shown ur true color. God has always been very kind to me thats' why everything got clear so soon. how can u expect love in ur life when u cant realize what emotions are else u would have not messaged in this manner.
HE: Thanx. Whatever u write me.
And my true colour.
thanx , Keep smiling
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