A mood piece, not a permanent or ultimate state; a piece of life, only. There's much more, don't you think?

Question

128. reassurance

alone sitting

in a small room

i call my study

i am forever unable

to banish fright

from my life

it will occur and reoccur

and dance like the demon it is

and have its play

from what source

i do not know

i know so little

how i really got here

and where i will go

and what i will do now

alone

i was cut apart so

not that i condemn this

but i must live and go

into that swirling mist

called the future

and now i come

to realize that

i have no reassurance

in my money

or in my health

or myself

no reassurances

the bustle

of activities

cries out that it's ok

gives refuge from

the inner mind

mind and faith say

there is sufficient meaning

and that some day

when that some day comes

all is well

Answer 1

"Life is lived today, tomorrow and forever": )

Answer 2

Couldn't stay with it.

Answer 3

I do believe the struggle of faithful "trust" sways, yet faith always remains. Nice poem.

Answer 4

The seeds of doubts?  The hope that someday all right, although it seems to say that day is also in doubt.  A piece of life is right and one that is repeated often.  Well said.