yesterday i was hanging out with some friends along with 1 of my closest friend who i've already fallen in love with since last year. I'm not sure if she already knows. I haven't directly told her yet however i've sent a few "sweet" letters. i've known her for about 3 years but last year was the year we really got connected. ever since then we've been hanging out with each other almost every week. BUT when i compare her to certain other friends, I notice we're not completely open with each other. so lately i've been trying to loosen up with her by showing a side of me she doesn't normally see. yesterday we were having fun just joking around with each other. then i told her something about her car. I said that it's getting like mine (what i meant by that was it's getting busted up). But instead she replied "wet?" I laughed at her response because i was wondering why she would say "wet?" i know it was suppose to be some type of sexual joke but it made me feel embarassed a little. we usually never joke in a sexual way and i'm never the one to bring 1 up. last time we did was last year. So this is the 2nd time basically. Should i be happy or no? is this a good or bad way of trying to open up with each other?
By the way, you're probably going to ask me if she feels the same way i feel about her. My answer is, I'm not sure yet. However, i've been getting lots of signals lately. Even my friends noticed that we are always together and never apart. I spoke to one of my friends and asked him what he thought about it. He told me that he thought that both of us had something more than just friends. I was shocked because we really don't have anything more than just friends. I also asked told him that she was bi. He told me that he already knew without her telling him. And he was thinking i had something to do with it. by the way i'm a female myself. (surprise)
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