Hi, I'm Talies friend.
I'm 16 years old and i need some advice, ideally from people with experience.
When i was about 13 every time i saw my (dont laugh) ex-boyfriend (yes i know i was young) i got so mad i felt like i had to shout horrible names at him, it was like i was suddenly angry. and everything flashes and i quickly blinked my eyes and said a name.
I'm not horrible so i found a word that didnt mean anything to anyone and wasnt offensive and then it changed from not just saying it round him, i said it a lot, all of the time, and then the anger went aswell i just couldnt stop saying it but i still scrunched up my face when i felt like i had to say it, some times i could just scrunch up my face and i didnt have to say anything.
now though, i get urges to just let out something and its becoming more hard to control! i used to be able to distract myself when i got the feeling and now i just look down and blink hard and sort of let out a little hum to get rid of the feeling and hide it like i was coughing.
i talked to this boy i know about it and he told me his brother has something called tourette syndrome and that might be what i have, his brother shouts out a lot.
but his brother has had it all his life and i only have like in the last few years.
aghh does any one have any experience with this?
cause i just dont know, i think im going mad..
x*x
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