I'm 16, about to start sixth form and feel like the most useless, fake person ever. On the outside everything seems great, I get good grades and I have lots of friends but I feel as though i'm a complete fraud and soon people will find out. I got my GCSE results yesterday and even though I got 8As and 2A*s they seem really mediocre and I can't help but compare myself to other people who have done better. I often feel so isolated from my friends and two big sisters, and in my friendship group I often feel like the odd one out and the least fun, funny and liked. I constantly feel inadequate when next to my sisters, we're really close but they're more clever, more attractive and more popular than I, and increasingly often I feel as though I embarrass them and am just their podgy, boring little sister.
I've started being really healthy and am beginning to exercise more, as i'm overweight and want to feel healthier and more confident, but i'm scared that when I start school in a fortnight no one will want to be friends with someone as unattractive and generally as rubbish as me.
I don't know what I can do to stop feeling this way. I don't get on with my mum and although i'm very close with my dad I hate to worry him with my problems.
What can I do to make myself feel more successful and worth something?
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