Af due today.. I am such a loser.

Question

Af due today. No real symptoms of af or pregnancy. Alot of increased cm which i never get before af and I'm really tired often. bbs don't hurt so bad just the nipples off and on. These could all be symptoms of something else or i could be dreaming them up. I keep trying to tell myself well nipples don't get dark for no reason but I know when ttc anything goes. I don't really feel af coming but my hopes for pg are definetly down today. Af should've been here this morning but like i said when ttc anything goes. Oh yeah bfn this morning. Actually I didnt even wait for it just peed on it and threw it away. I'm so tired of seeing negative tests and just wish I could get my af or a bfp so i can move on. ttc is the pits sometime. anyone in the same boat as me? also i need info on this preseed thing. what exactly is it?

Answer 1

I know exactly how you feel, everytime I get ready to take a test I am so hopeful but remember the hundreds I've taken that have been bfn.  Hopefully AF didn't arrive and you got your bfp, ***fingers crossed for you****.  Good luck!!!

PS, I think Preseed is a vaginal lubricant that is not suppose to harm sperm and increase the ability for sperm to move.