I'm 14. I like my Brothers friend alot. Only problem is, he's 21. I know it may never happen but he always comes over to mine and we hang out. We talk all the time on MSN too. He's a computer nerd to I sometimes make the excuse of "Ah my computers broke, come over? :)" and he always does. He doesn't show off, doesn't smoke and is very clever. I'm quite mature for my age which I suppose helps the situation alot. We have alot in common. We always have a laugh when he comes over.
We're quite close. He tells me everything. He had a girlfriend and they broke up so many times and he told me everything about that. Iv'e also told him some secrets of mine and he's told me some. We're really close friends. I kinda get the impression he likes me too.. y'no the little giveaways? Well I see them now and again.
What should I do though? Will there be a chance of me and him getting together when i'm a little older? I don't wanna rush into a relationship now because I know it would just fall apart, and it would be so much better if I wait.
Ah! I just don't know what to do. Is he far to old for me? Or can we just forget about the age? This isn't just a stupid teenager crush, I really do like him. Iv'e tried not liking him, just forgeting about him and it's kinda worked until he comes over to see my Brother and we start talking again.
I don't want to stop talking to him. Also, my Mum and Dad even know I like him! But they don't mind at all, they're actually happy that I like someone that's not a drug-taking s*x obsessed chav. Ok so I kinda egzagerated but you know where i'm coming from :)
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