hi all my life ppl have tried to make me feel like nothing, or like i didnt deserve anything good because they think i am less attractive than your average girl. i had a really really rough childhood/adolescence because of it. i mean rough, boys would fight me like i was another guy just because they thought i was so hideous. my own sister once told me to look in the mirror and see how ugly i was. she laughs at me and says its a waste of time for me to even put on makeup or do my hair b/c it does no good. she just said that which is what is prompting me to ask this cuz its like d**n, my own family thinks im ugly? ur family is supposed to think ur beautiful. arent they? i have had a few ppl tell me that i was pretty or attractive b4 so thats kinda what keeps me confused as to what i look like. its like am i ugly, ok, pretty, decent? what? i'm not looking for pity but i just want to know b/c if i am truly ugly i dont even wanna try to look good anymore, i'll just "bask" (i dont know how to spell it) in my ugliness. go to my myspace page and see and tell me what yall think http://myspace.com/leekywifey
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