Am I a complete and utter phony or what?

Question

Ok I go to parties and all other social events that someone my age should go to, balls, drinks, gatherings etc but even when I get invited and go I don't really enjoy myself and feel that no matter how many people that are around me I always feel alone. I much rather prefer just being with either few close friends or even read and write by myself. This may make me sound lame but I really do enjoy it much more, so when I do get drunk and sleep with people just to fit into the status-quo or prove that I can that make me phony for not doing what I really enjoy and just following like a sheep? What should I do?

Answer 1

"so when I do get drunk and sleep with people just to fit -"  Seriously don't do that AIDS and herpes have no cure!

Be true to yourself  - Do what makes you happy  - not just to fit in!

Answer 2

To thine ownself be true.

Answer 3

do what makes you happy, take advantage of this while you can if it is truly what you like doing, the rest of us only do that **** cause its what we like doing,  

Answer 4

TRY AND REMEMBER THIS- ITS YOUR LIFE YOUR LIVING AND DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT INTEREST SO do what you like and don't follow the crowd.

Answer 5

Ahhhh the wonderful school daze. Well, I suggest you do what makes you happy for a few more years then it will not be an issue because all your friends will be married and have kids and no longer be partying. Its normal don't feel bad about it. You are just not into that scene.