Please read all of this first. I know it's long.
I'm sure you can imagine this scenario.
There's a girl I've known for a year. Now, here's the thing. I'm always at the top of my classes, and though not cool I'd say I was mildly popular, with I guess a dozen people I'd call friends. She, while not "uncool", is in the class of people who are unpopular. She's actually smart, but beauty isn't her strong point. She knows that, I know that, everyone knows it. But I love her for who she is. She is sweet, kind, and caring. She's never flirty, and isn't running after guys. She's moderately shy. She is always honest with me about everything. She's very modest, and doesn't try to be stylish. This is one of the reasons she is unpopular. When we first began seeing each other, people thought I was crazy. "You and HER?" Some people actually avoid me now; I lost a lot of popularity over this. She knows this, and has actually apologized to me for it. But it doesn't bother me. Why? Because I love her from the bottom of my heart. And I know she feels the same way about me. I've told her how I feel before. I can't even write about her like this without my heart pounding and shaking a little. We spend so much time together. We truly love each other. However, she is totally committed to her abstinence before marriage. And I agree completely with and support her in this, as I am abstinent too. This is another unpopular thing, although not too many people know about it. All we do is hold hands, and we have hugged and kissed a few times alone. To tell the truth, I find her beautiful in her own way; not the way most people look at her. I don't know what she sees in me. I'm a slightly geeky, and have just a little acne, though not very noticeable. I'm definitely not a handsome guy.
OK, so the problem. As I said, people think I'm insane for having a girlfriend so "below my range." I personally think she is 10000000000000000000000000000000x above my range ( :( I'm not allowed to fill the page with those zeros.) , but that's me. What do the good folks at Yahoo Answers think? Am I crazy?
Let me be clear, I'm NOT considering dumping her. I love her no matter what anyone else thinks or says. Marriage is a definite consideration when we become adults very soon. I will always love her, no matter what. I trust her absolutely. I'd do anything for her. I'm just wondering whether you guys think I'm absolutely crazy. Girls especially (what does she see in me? Please answer that too.), but guys too. 10 pts to the person with the most sensible answer.
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