Ok so my question is am I crazy or is my ability growing? Ever since I was little I’ve been able to see future events through dreams, and according to my mom she also has been able to do this as well as her mother. Apparently she had a dream about her mom dying and the next day she was gone. So I know I have some ability. But as of last year I started having severe migraines that caused me to stay in bed a lot. Recently the migraines have died down a bit but in their place I’ve been seeing things that I know are not supposed to be there. I’ve seen a woman who looks like she had been beaten to death, a baby who looked like it was drowned, a soldier missing half a face, and several others.
At first I thought I was going crazy, and I was scared to walk down the hall in the dark. But then a friend of mine introduced me to someone who can see people also, just not looking dead if you know what I mean. She told me she had a spirit guide, and later on that night I saw for the first time someone who didn’t look dead but was rather beautiful. I described the person to her and she said that was her spirit guide, and was in shock cause she never told anyone what she looked like.
So now I’m wondering if I’m crazy or if my ability is growing? And if it is growing what should I do about it? Are these spirits seeking help or are they dark spirits come to harm me and those around me? I know a lot of questions but I have no one to go to since my mom only sees future events, and the person I met doesn’t know anymore than I do. I’m also worried about my religious beliefs, because I’ve been told by my father that its satanic (he doesn’t know about me or my mom’s abilities) cause I asked him about it one day out of ‘curiosity’ and that’s what he told me. Is it true or is there a way to practice (if necessary) without contradicting my beliefs.
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