Am I depressed, or simply just an insane freak who needs help?

Question

I feel like a freak. I'm in love with someone who is dead, thing is, they were quite famous and didn't really know me. My friends know i like him but no one knows anything about me, they don't know i cry myself to sleep because of it, or that i can't eat properly because i have a permanent lump in my throat. When i wake up, i am okay, then everything starts to come back to me and tears burn up in my eyes, this is only one thing in my life that is bothering me but it's probably the worst. I have even thought of suicide to join him, that's how upset i am. My family or friends don't know anything, should i tell someone or am i just insane?

Answer 1

Why so much guilt?

Answer 2

get up, phone your GP/doctors and book and appointment because your depressed, this will help and if 5 years time you will be glad you didn't kill your self trust me on this one

Answer 3

You should probably get help. That's really odd

Answer 4

You're not insane. My dad died about a year ago, and I love him. And I miss him a lot. I had pretty much the same problems you have. The only thing that kept me from suicide was the fact that my dad took his life. And I didn't want to hurt anyone who loves me the way he hurt me. I didnt want my mom or brother or grandparents to have to loose me that way. I couldn't even imagine my mom trying to explain to my 8 year old brother what happened to me.

What happened that I got over this was my schoool called in a therapist because a bunch of the students' had lost family members. It helped so much to talk it out. Try to find someone you can talk to.  

Answer 5

Feeling lost and like you never got to tell the person how you felt, is a horrible way to feel....you just never really know, if you could have reached out and got a response from that person...it really isn't uncommon that people get crushes on famous people. Do not try to join in with suicide though darling,...because the dead know nothing, and the Bible will confirm that for you. So you would just be putting everyone in your family through h**l for no reason. I am so sad that you have zoned in though, on someone who could not appreciate the kind of love and loyalty you have. Keep them in your heart, from afar, and start living your life for the Living. And pray to God and Jesus, to help you get over this. and They will help you.

Answer 6

you gotta tell someone- get some help... if you have had thoughts of suicide then you really need some help you are definitely suffering form depression i feel bad for you!

Answer 7

If ur gonna hurt urself u need help as for tellin u just did. Sounds like me he time ( or two ) that i fell hard for married woman. Maybe u can find a way ( dont pay a fraud ) to comunicate with this person they would want u to move on

Answer 8

You should definitely tell someone. How long ago did this person die? If it was a long time ago then this is not normal. If he just died recently then you are probably just going through a depression and grieving also. But committing suicide is out of the question. Definitely talk to someone about it.

Answer 9

daughter enjoy life

Answer 10

you aren't insane but you really need to go to therapy because these are issues that no one on yahoo answers can help you with i am sorry to say.  If it is a celebrity then its a different story.  But you are not insane.  Insane people talk to themselves and see people and hear things that are not there.  So you should really tell your family and see a therapist.  DO not kill yourself to be with him.  He wouldn't like to see you do that.