last week was my first week of school, and it was great and fine. i met a guy, whos a friend of my friends, and only saw him after school. everyday i was so excited to see him, the day went by so slow. Friday him, my friend (we'll call her julie), his friend, and i hung out and had a great time. i went to sleep smiling, and all was good.
Saturday about 2 hours after i woke up, i started feeling weird. the whole day i felt tired and sick and empty, and that night i cried. sunday was better, but i still felt a little off. Monday felt so different and awkward, there was nothing good about it. i wasn't excited for anything i was usually excited for, which is how i still am. I got to see the boy (we'll call him ethan) today, but i didn't have the same feeling. i mean i did, but, i dont know, something was off. i know i still like him, how could i not? i just see everything differently now, since saturday, and i randomly cry.
im supposed to start my period either tomorrow or saturday, but it always changes. could it be pms? or pmdd? i really really hope it is, but i have some leftover depression meds if i need to take them until i start. Shed some light on the situation? please? :(((
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