Am I going crazy? or do I just have some serious anger problems?

Question

I find myself having extreme urges to just want to make something or someone bleed or die.

As in the slightest thing sets me off now like even just a slight disagreement triggers something in me that I can only describe as feral that wants nothing more than to kill that person. Now I don't go wild on the person right there and then or else I'd probably be in jail by now, all happens in my mind. Like when someone disagrees with me I start having visions of all the possible ways I could kill the person in the most brutal ways possible.

I also for some reason have started to talk to myself and hear voices. I can't really control it, for some reason I just answer without thinking and realize that there is no one there but the voice sounded so real.

So am I losing it or am I just really a violent person by nature?

Answer 1

you need to seek therapy.  There could be a chemical imbalance in you. If so most can be treated fairly easily.

Answer 2

Well...it could be both...but most people think like that...when they really hate the other person...not just because someone disagrees with them..also you motioning that you started talking to your self and hearing voices...isn't very normal..so i suggest that if it gets worse...go see a  doctor...get some medical opinion...then take the right measures!Hope its nothing serius..wish you the best!  

Answer 3

No, I don't think this is normal, you may want to see someone.

Answer 4

I would suggest that you see someone. It doesn't mean you are crazy or bad, it just means (I think) that right now you are very angry, and anger is like that, if not dealt with, it can wreak havoc on your mind--and body.

How have you dealt with anger in the past? Most people fear anger. They fear it when someone else is angry, they fear their own anger. Anger is an emotion like any other. It is normal to feel angry.

We can't choose how we feel, but we can choose how we will let those feelings affect us.

Since I don't know you, your life experiences, how you have dealt with or NOT dealt with your feelings, (and my lack of any proffessional degree in psychology) I can't tell you why you feel this way.

But I can tell you, from personal experience, that you probably need to see a therapist. For me, I was an "angry nice person". Thats what they call it, LOL. I refused to show anger, and when you continually stuff it, it begins to act like a pressure cooker, letting off blasts of steam (small outbursts or negative thoughts such as you described). Eventually, left to boil, the lid is going to blow off in a very big way.

I don't think anyone is "violent by nature". I suppose there are people who are born with some mental illness, such as bi-polar disease (suffer extreme emotional and physical highs and lows), and they CAN become very angry, but this is not because they have some sort of violent gene, it is because of a chemical imbalance.  

I believe we are born kind of like a lump of clay, and it is the enviornment we are raised in that shapes us. I believe anyone has the potential to be extremely gentle, or very violent. I don't believe anyone is born violent by nature. I believe that there may be medical issues that need to be addressed, and if they are, the person can function quite well.

For yourself and your peace of mind, the best thing to do is to go talk to a proffessional. The fact that these feelings are bothering you is a sign that you are having difficulty. You are not crazy, you are human and sometimes we need a little help to get back on our feet. Nothing wrong with that. What would be wrong, is to ignore whats going on.

Take care of yourself and you will feel much better : )  

Answer 5

it looks like you have serious anger management issues but at the end of your thing here, it looks like you have hallucinations. i think you have to go see a doctor. :) it's not really more of a self-containment thing to see a doctor, but i think you have to intervene with this as soon as possible :) good luck!

Answer 6

you cant be a violent person by nature. i think you have some psychological problems which seem to be serious so i strongly advise you to visit a psychologist and explain all that to him it can be really helpful because he will help you find the cause of it and fight it.

actually your case is not unusual and it doesn't mean that you will become a criminal but you have to visit a psychologist. it will really help you feel better.

good luck

Answer 7

You need to go to your physician, tell him/her what is happening and have them refer you to the appropriate healthcare professional

Answer 8

Anxiety.

Maybe.

Or some other anger problem.

Answer 9

By you keeping all this metion inside you are making it worse by holding it and now realeasing any anger. Now im not saying carry out your thoughts but do somethnig like boxing or an anger management class to get rid of some of this hatred. It sounds like you need to do something becasue your just making it worse and by you hearing voices its your mind creating this and its trying to spurge you on becasue your thinknig about killing someone so your mind then gets carried away and your imagination with it.

Just try to do somethnig that will allow you to get rid of this anger. Your not losing it atall you will find many of us have differnt wasy of dealing with anger so rather than letting it build up inside, try to let it out. I hope i have helped successfully.  

Answer 10

find a psychologist

Answer 11

u goin crazy go see a shrink

Answer 12

you sound like a normal human to meh :D

Answer 13

yea, i think you have little problem, but i would recon you are just BS, as wanting someone "to bleed" and wanting someone "to die" is two separate topics

Answer 14

You're both crazy and have very serious anger problems.  You need professional help, maybe enlist yourself in a mental institution.

Answer 15

You watch too many movies, lol!

This may be the beginning of psychopathic tendencies, if I were you I would try and see a shrink. My advice would be don't spend time alone, because other people can bring you back into reality, where as if you spend time on your own it is possible for your imagination to run away with you, or your mind can play tricks on you. The best thing is to try and keep your mind off of blood and killing - whether that be with sport, or whatever.

As for talking to yourself, thats normal! I do it too :] I didn't realize though until a teacher mentioned it at my Yr5 parent/teacher meting, and my friends say i still do it now.

good luck!

Answer 16

There is no one who is violent by nature.  Violence and uncontrollable emotions are not a natural state of being for anyone.  So if I were you, I would seek the help of a medical doctor first.  Don't assume it is a mental problem right off.  The reason I say this is most people with honest mental illness are not really able to perceive it.  So good for you, you are trying to control it but you realize something is wrong.  Get a good Dr. and be outright in telling them everything you are experiencing.  You may have a medical condition that is throwing off your mental state.  Even having your hormonal balance out of whack.  They will need to do tests.  Good luck to you, and if you ever feel like you can't control yourself, best to go to the Emergency Room and tell them what you are dealing with.  

Answer 17

I think you need some serious help and soon. Best wishes. UK