Long story..years ago when I was 21, I met this guy (Dane), instantly we connected and had more than a friendship, it was also a spiritual and sexual connection but we also could sit up till 5am talking for hours and hours about all sorts. There was a time once back then (even though we werent together) he said I love you. I wasnt as mature then as I am now and didnt deal with the situation well. I think I hurt him a bit as my reaction wasnt great!
There was another guy hanging around, who over the 11 years I have known him has proved to be a manipulative, violent trouble maker. I no longer speak to him. And have realised what a negative loser he was and how many potential relationships he ruined. But Dane and I eventually lost contact.
I even used to dream about him and once he tracked me down through an old flatmates friend and came over, He told me I make him happy. I was 23 then didnt have a lot of confidence or maturity to beleive him! and the other trouble maker was stirring and causing trouble. I am now 30! Recently through facebook Dane and I have got back in touch. A few months ago we were meant to meet up but his mum had been sick, but it was my birthday 2 days ago and he text me happy b.day! didnt expect that! I then txt him saying do you want to meet up soon! he said we can hook up after the bank holiday and hes back on Tues. What is your advice to me? am I reading too much in to this? decent advice pls. thanks
Dane is also a spiritual person..as am I and this is important to me and its hard to find a man like that!
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