I go to a fairly liberal college, so there is a lot of drinking on the campus... especially on the weekends at the Frat houses. I don't drink too often....
I just completed freshman year, and the first time to ever get drunk was the end of the first semester. Now, I had a lot of fun while being drunk, but it seemed like some people were worried about me that night. Then this summer I studied in a different country, and I got drunk 2 times at a bar with my fellow classmates... and then one time at a friend's house. So I've been drunk a few times, but I was very much comfortable at those times. And they were all spaced apart, for the most part.
Now here is the reason I want to ask if I'm too judgmental. At a camp this summer, my fellow counselors got drunk on the last day, but I didn't (I drank a bit though)... and I felt mighty uncomfortable around them. I wasn't really enjoying myself, so I didn't know if I was just really tired or if I just really don't like when people get drunk.
Then a few days ago, I called my ex to wish her a happy birthday, and she told me she had spent the night before toasting to her birthday... a.k.a. getting drunk... I suddenly got very upset/sad. This would be only her 2nd time getting drunk. And she plans to drink/get drunk more often now.
I don't know why... Why am I feeling like this? Am I being judgmental? I've gotten drunk before, but I've never been so uncomfortable about it until now. Can some of you give me some insight? Thanks.
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