Am I turning into a beast?

Question

I have been feeling the emotions Anger and Hate for the past three years since I was 12.

I have noticed whenever I get into a fight, I let go and hurt the person so bad I put them into the ER. I am very anti-social, hate crowds, and hate most people in genereal

These are what I expereince most days

-Hate

-Anger

-Anti-social

-Blood lust

-Hating people

-Total disrespect for anyone

-Relish in hurting others

-I often dream of living in the woods with wolves and bears

-I look at people as bugs that I need to squish

Is there something wrong with me?

Answer 1

Yes, you dont know that you are in charge of your thoughts..not your thoughts in charge of you.

  Youre obeying your thoughts like some kind of mind slave, and if you dont get control and start reprogramming your thoughts.. you'll end up in prison someday...or dead.

You need to think hard on where your thoughts are driving you and get behind the steering wheel.    

Answer 2

What is the reason why you really hate people and want to hurt them? Is it because lots of people have hurt and dissapointed you? Then you might be very depressed and your depression may be the reason why you keep lashing out at people I dont know why you keep doing this but they might put you in a physco ward but i do think you are a honest person most people would be too scared to tell people what you said incase they thought they was frightening i hope you get better soon

Answer 3

Yes you need help. You need anger management. Not to offend you or anything, but you will never be able to have a serious relationship with anyone. Girls will be too afraid to date you. Let a lone marry you and have kids with you. If you have a problem with everyone, then you probably have a problem with authority which means that you will never be able to hold down a job. Seek help so you can get your rage under control.