When I was about 1-10 my father drank really bad. He was a nice guy, loved me, very nice to me. But when he drank he was very mean to my mother, and me, he hit me, and pulled my hair, I had bruises. Even we he wasn't drinking when he got mad he was very mean, telling me he wished I was never born, etc. when I got in trouble.
He stopped drinking when i was about 10 and the hitting stopped, except for the rare occasion he gets really mad. But he is still verbally abusive.
I asked him about it one day and he told me he never did any of that stuff. He is a great dad. But he is like bipolar.
I don't want to say I was abused or anything, because he is a great dad. But it hurts, and it makes me angry. I don't know what to think, I need opinions.
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