Am i crazy? or am i normal?!?!?

Question

I'm crazy in some weird ways but not like mental illness crazy just like i do things weird things, like when walking on floor with large tiles (like 1 foot by 1 foot) i only step on some of them when i look at the ground. I unconsciously choose them and idk why those 1s are special, but when i dont look at the floor i can step anywhere without thinking about it. when im walking on a sidewalk i never step on the lines (not cuz i think its bad luck or nuthin but becuz i just dont) and when i do something like tap a table with my left hand i HAVE to do it with my right hand to make it even. and I dont like non-symmetrical stuff. and i h8 styrafoam in like every way possible, i h8 the sound of it and the felling and everything. i have arguments in my head when im deciding if i should do something or not.

i might be semi obsessive compulsive, ive never been tested (i also think im at least semi A.D.D. but ive never been tested fer that either), im in advanced classes at high school so i dont think im retarded.

o and unlike some "crazy" ppl i h8 the numbers 1, 5, 10 , 15, 20 ,25 etc. i prefer strange numbers and my fav numbers are 4 and 7 but i h8 74 but i like 47. and the volume on the tv has to be on a multiple of 5 even tho i dislike those numbers

sometimes i wonder whether im the only 1 who can actually think and i wonder whether any of this is real (kinda like the matrix). i used to think that maybe my entire life time was actually a dream and im only like 1 year old and everytime i sleep i dream an entire lifetime

Answer 1

seriously were the same person. haha. i do stuff like that. especially the walking on tiles thing. and when im walking i count. i count everything. always. ill be sitting at my laptop and count the little holes ont the speaker [theres 876] im not crazy i just... idk. thats the way i am. i hate multiples of fives too!! and when i listen to a stereo or radio the volume has to be on 11 or 13 [it has nothing to do with the level of volume it just has to be that way... idk why] i am not joking when i tell you that 1:00 pm monday afternoon i will be at the doctors getting tested for ADD. my mom read all the books and stuff and said that i subconciously have had the symptoms since birth. im not crazy and neither are you. ill certainly let you know how my test results come out. =] glad to know im not the only one

Answer 2

Umm yea, just relax, you over think everything. Just enjoy life, but be yourself, stop wondering if you're normal or not, many people like myself over think and analyze things like that it's just part of us, a programming of your mind. You're normal, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. lol... It's kinda funny though ( in a non-judgemental way)

Answer 3

Wow I have been that way since 3rd grade.  Expecially with the whole right and left hand thing.  I hate it so much it truly is bugging.  Like you just have to do it with the other hand too.  If you dont do it you just dont feel right and so you have to do it lol.  The feet thing is also an issue too.  So I try not to look at the ground when I walk.  Haha but now im at a whole new stage.  Like when I shuffle cards or put knives up they HAVE to be this way and so im there for like 15 mintues trying to find a way Im comfortable with im just like holy c**p.  Its a bit irritating, its just like this weird feeling and sensation you get that you cant resist or youll feel funny and horrible.  Im totally with you on this but I dont think were crazy.  Love and light.

Answer 4

i never think im crazy but im like exactly like you i dont get why im like that but no i dont think ur crazy

i like the number 47 too its on my hotmail email adress