Am i g*y if.. this and that..?

Question

I dont know what the h**l i am ... confuse since like 14.. why me :'[ i wanna kill myself..... once i talked to a guy on the internet about it and just reminding myself all i been thru made me cry hardcore.. even tho it was weird crying on the computer hehe

are the hormones making me watch g*y p**n??!?! or is it me?

am 17 and i want this **** to stop

If i thiink guys are more attractive than girls but only when i m********e? i c straight p**n too but i dont *** as fast..

and i dont imagine myself with another dude only with a girl..emotionally and sexually i thik too am confuse am 17 when will this confusion stop? i just c a hot guy on a picture or some and i wanna ***.. and on a girl it takes a while

i am aroused when i am intimate with women, and when i talk about having s*x or kissing a girl. but i am not aroused when i think about them, only in real life situations am i aroused.

Is it unusual to be unsure of sexuality this age?

when will this stop also :[

i wish i was dead sometimes =//

Answer 1

You may be Bi. I get that way sometimes too

Answer 2

First of all it is important that you talk to someone about your suicidal thoughts-those are not a joke and must be addressed. It could be as simple as a chemical imbalance and you might need some antidepressants. That in turn could be causing all of the other confusion in your life-however-it is completely normal to have these thoughts at your age. Everyone-whether they admit it or not have had dreams or thoughts of same s*x situations, it doesn't mean your sexuality tendancy changes. At the same time, you could very well find both men and women attractive and sexually arousing. What you absolutely have to address is your feelings about these things and suicidal thoughts. If you have a particular plan to kill yourself or have thought of one-please find someone to talk to and see a physician. Please remember that antidepressents alone will not solve your problems and you must work through the feelings you have about these things. Most importantly you need to accept and love yourself for who you are-there is no other like you-you are unique and here on this earth for a reason. Find your path and purpose and accept and love yourself first-the rest will fall in place.

Answer 3

well stop wishing u were dead. there are people who cant dont even have enough energy left after there hard working to be confused. And no it is not strange. Many people are confused until a much older age. And remember, u can also not just be straight or g*y, u could be bi. And there's nothing wrong with that. you can't change who you are.

Answer 4

sounds like me.

you sound bi.

its like a middle ground of sexuality.

but, your only 17.

trust me, u need more time and exprerience to determine if ur g*y or straight. right now, see who you bond with. guys, or girls.

i love girls in genreal, guys are annoying and slobs and ew in every way.

girls, arnt as bad, but i like hot guys, and i lik hot girls.

im lucky to have a bi gf, who, really understands this all.

a better question to you is this, did u ever have a boyfriend, or a guy that you really liked?

or, have you "been in love" with a girl?

you still have a lot of time to decide in liffe, so dont kill yourself

(cutting is a way to put yourself in a state where you can feel physical pain instead of emotional, as long as its not to the point of, HEY LOOK, BONES KEWL!)

really, dont let others decide.

do what feels right to you, noone else.

"what is normal, but what everyone else is"

Answer 5

Just do what makes you happy, that's the only thing you can do. If you only see yourself with a girl, and you are aroused when being intimate with her, then you are not g*y. If you were g*y, there would be zero attraction to her. It seems to me that you just have have homosexual fantasies. This is really normal especially for a 17 year old guy when your hormones are crazy. Relax, you're fine. :)