here's the deal - i just came here to US a year ago and FINALLY got my immigration papers done, which means i'll FINALLY be able to work- i waited for so long!
i was just waiting to be able to drive (test is 2 weeks from now) so I could finally find a job, then we learned that I'm pregnant.
Since I am not working yet, my Mother-in-law asked me to take care of my Father-In-law (really old), thinking it would be not permanent, I said agreed. even if it means that i'll only be able to see my husband during weekends :(
I am staying here for a week now and yesterday she mentioned that she will just be getting my replacement when my stomach got big, which is on December.
Now, my question is, AM I JUST OVER-REACTING (hormones working since im preggo) OR DO I REALLY HAVE THE REASON TO FEEL BAD ABOUT MY SITUATION!
I told my husband about it and he said i'm just going to be here "for awhile" but my MIL is saying i'll be staying here for long.....
She is paying me to do it, and we could really use the money but i cant stand being away from my husband. and besides, i'll be looking for a REAL job soon.
WHAT SHOULD I DO? i dont want to hurt anyone's feelings but i want a happy pregnancy since this is my first... but i really feel so depressed being here and not seeing my husband...
and i dont feel like MIL is considering that i am pregnant. The old man has a fever bec. of some "infection" but she didnt tell me what kind. he might have pneumonia or something since he's taking meds indicated for those (im in the medical field). Being preggy, i know my immune system is not working well and i dont want anything bad to happen to my baby!
wahh.... i wanna go home to my mother! lol!
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