I don't want to visit a psychiatrist and take medicines for this. I've recently found myself in an awkward situation in my life where I've been labeled by some girl with negative attributes. Of course, for sure, I don't have them. She did this to make herself look justified for treating me like a doormat. The question is, that event has been gone 3 months, and I don't want to talk to her.
She recently found another excuse to talk to me and as usual, tried to intimidate me by calling me names. I've got no witnesses. I've been ignoring all the rumors and the frowns at me for 3 months. She was the one who first started talking to me with insults to find out a way to turn me down. When I understood I deserved better, I wanted to move on and stop talking to her. Then, she started telling her friends how basically she always has been the victim in heated conversations and how she misses me. My father's sick. I've got just 8 months left before I leave college and head to my work-life. I've got to concentrate and study hard to survive but when I think that I'm not doing anything to stop something wrong, and that if I get into an argument with her in front of everyone, she might try to use it against me again, i lose control. I don't break things, but when the silent outburst is over, I end up hyperventilating, because I imagine beating her up till I get this in her head that the only thing I ever asked from her was respect.
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