Theres something that has been bothering me for a realllly long time. I guess this is a 2 part question. I was unknowingly cruel to my cat when I was about 8-10 years old.. We kept him outside (cruelty #1) where other cats would take his food and he wouldnt eat some times (cruelty #2). I was afraid of him so i never went near him. I dont even understand why i got him home. I guess it was just the idea of having a cat. Then one day, he tried to come after us and there was a dog so he ran up our tree.. later on we left, and i heard that he ran after us and got ran over;(. He had a S****y life because of me:(... The thing I dont understand is that if he got ran over, he couldnt have just died right there automatically only getting hit once right? Then my neighbours found him and called animal control because we were out of town. What does animal control do with the cat they find there? Do they kill a cat if he looks alive or tries to find the owner? what happens to the dead cats body when the animal control takes him? Pet cemetary? It's been 10 years, and I'm still sick to my stomach thinking about how badly I treated him.. What do I do to make up for it?? I dont want this in my conscious anymore, but i also want His soul to be in peace..
Guilty yahoo user..
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