Another interpretation please....?

Question

Hi guys...

I'm really sorry if I have to ask for another help interpreting my dreams. But these two dreams really bother me a lot. I dreamed them in two separate nights but I think that they are quite related…in religious terms. Anyway, here it is…

On the first night, I dreamed about needing the toilet (well...that is pretty explainable as I remembered myself needing it in reality). I went searched for toilets and I couldn't seem to use them. Until at one point, I saw a big church and went inside it where the very first thing that I saw was a big crucifix. It was strange because Jesus seemed to have looking right down on the ground so I couldn't see his face. There were so many people & as far as I know they are celebrating a mass. But I do remember that I was near the church's door and I was praying. I was getting quite comfortable and serious when I got distracted because I needed to go to the toilet really badly.

Answer 1

Are you having a hard time at school or making a decision about your educational future?

PS - Most obvious answer: go to the bathroom before bed and before you go to church/class.

Answer 2

These dreams are linked and have very much to do with a struggle between the reality of your earthly needs and those of spiritual understanding and support.

The church experience - real need of bathroom aside (yes that drives such dreams) - you were distracted from the services at-hand due to urgent physical need.  You could not quite reach the 'message' before you due to this.  But you encounter resistance even getting into the bathroom - and finally find those who would reach out to you trying to do so even as you seek to take care of your immediate physical need.

This is a torn spirit working within you - it belongs to you and aches to find resolution.  The Christ figure looks down - you cannot clearly see his face.  By this you seem to want to know Him and understand what it is He holds for you, but it is obscure and you are torn away by the demands of everyday life.

Then comes the lecture - and out of academia itself arises this abominable creature and its allies.  All the symbology there indicates a concern you have with the wholesomeness of what is sometimes taught us by man's own mind.  Even the attractive fellow - the one who recoiled from your sign of the cross - is as if the 'devil as a nice man'.  

The distance of your friends in the lecture hall in the dream as opposed to the normal closeness in waking life indicates a difference of view - despite good friendship.  Perhaps they think you are a bit too critical of what is taught there and become a bit remote in your deepest imagination - even though they are no doubt good friends.

You seem to be in the middle of a personal crisis of whom to trust in all this, and now your subconscious mind ventilates and alerts you to the vivid contrast between the two planes of existence that many feel - worldly and spiritual.  Something inside you seems to need to reach understanding of what is offered by the spiritual so that you can get the worldly things about you into a healthy perspective.

By all this you may be struggling with spiritual issues or faith itself.  You may have had your confidence shaken by teachings that run across the grain of your values as well.  Examine the events in your life that may relate to this and you may find the key to these very much related dreams.

All the best to you.