i'm sorry, i know they're sad. but these poems reflect my life
he carved out my heart
emptied my soul
my blind trust in him
has taken its toll
how many times did he hold me
how many times did he say
"Don't worry, i love you, it'll all be okay."
he chased away my fears
kissed off my tears
"please, never fret, i'll always be here."
i devoted myself
to those half truths and lies
i poured out my soul
i had nothing to hide
i saw only the love, devotion, and pride
overlooked the doubt, impureness and lies
he had a hidden side
a shadowed half of the moon
childish, immature, completely untrue
i saw it coming
but when my sun blinked out
i was thrust on a new, unfamiliar route
raw and scared
greiving the loss of he
who never cared
now i'm inching ahead
trying to move on
tasting the unfamiliar freedom
of a new and brighter dawn
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