i've never really had this before but my brain seems to just keep going and going even after i'm calmed down and trying to go to sleep.
lately i've been myself finding things REEEEALLY real, like if i imagine a ferris wheel i can spin with it in my head, like i can feel my body moving with it, i'm so scared about it i'm not sure if this is normal with anxiety
lately i've had constant anxiety and i'm not on any meds or seeing a phyc anymore
my brain feels like its all cramped up and my head has pressure pings and pains
sometimes i'm so scared i'll see something i see it, or if i close my eyes and cross my eyes i can see faces in my head
i feel like i'm so messed up and i have no turning back :/
i feel so alone i don't know ANYONE whos had anxiety like this....and it only seems to get kinda bad when i'm in between sleep and awake when my mind just wanders....
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