I have been really hurt in the past and have never had a girlfriend tho ive had lots of friends who are girls. Apparently i give good hugs, but i want love and s*x an someone to have fun with. I was really upset when i was 21 and my best friend of 2 years(who was a mates girlfriend) said we were soulmates and meant to be, we 'almost' slept together,, she was my fist sexual eperience, i was in love and i was totally open and honest with her and she dumped me by text and ignored my calls. I was devastated and cried alot. i have always been rejected, im overweight and know that has alot to do with it. When i was a child i used to daydream about my crushes and having a love when i was older. Im 28 now and when i go out all the young couples seem way younger than me. How will i ever be able to be good at s*x and relationship stuff when ive never had a girlfriend. Im a sensitive guy and i cant wait much longer. People say you should get a practice girlfriend, but how bad would that make me feel!! I just dont know how to have a fun relationship,it seems soo serious and i dont know if i will love like my first love ever again. It ended badly and i dont know if i could face that again. plz help?
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