these last few weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster... and i seem to have lost a big piece of whatever empathy i had for people and this world (and it was alot). being a scorpio, i know that patience is one of my virtues, but i am coming back FULL FORCE when people, even loved ones, say something selfish, rude, insenstive... and i'm MEAN! i hate it, really. i guess i'm oooberly (is that a word?) sensitive right now. i have this burning desire to get the h**l away from home, even if it's an hour away, to get away from all the drama surrounding me and just start a fresh... am i alone here? i read on cafeastrology.com that my relationships will seem superficial around this time, and "going through the motions" of things will become tiresome... i just can't tolerate peoples BS anymore! and the sad part is i'm becoming even more guarded than i already am. Lord help me! music is the only thing that brings me solice... and i plan to join the gym again and exercise... i know that helps. d**n, it's like i'm fighting a minor depression or something.. so annoying! i'm probably just paying back some bad karma....
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