Anybody else with TTC Blues....

Question

I have the baby blues.. TTC has taken its toll and now i can't stop crying. I'm at work and got a text from my Best mate from school who says her workmates have organised her babyshower. As much as 'I' wanted to do it. I have had to let it all slide and let her work friends do it as they have more contact with her. Where as we are now down to converstations once ever week or two. We live in the same town but its just so hard not to project my wants and needs on to her pregnancy. I have been trying for a baby the same amount of time she has. she took 2 cycles i'm now up to my 7th. I look on ebay to find things for her baby and put them on my watch list so i don't blow money on things she doesnt need. I have got pcos and have not been ovulating even tho it seems like I have been. I have an appointment at the hospital in Nov but the wait is killing me as i'm not on private health insurance.

I want a baby so badly its even affecting my subconscious. I heard a baby in the car park crying (a little girl) and I had tears in my eyes that wouldnt' stop before i realised what i was crying about. I want a little girl so bad. I have only 1 child, a son turning 9yrs in 2 wks time. I want a little girl so badly it hurts. If I had a son my husband would be over the moon and I would be just as happy to give him one (my son from previous relationship).

It hurts so much in my stomach from emotion, it hurts my head from trying not to think about it. I just need my simple little wish to come to light.. just this one wish and i wont ask for anything else..

Answer 1

I am having the baby blues really bad but my fiancee' won't *** in me. He always pulls out and doesn't want another baby. He has one by a past girlfriend, and I have one with my ex husband. Both are lil girls. I want a boy. It hurts to want a child this badly. On top of that I was just diagnosed with secondary unexplained infertility.

Answer 2

Thanks so much for the wonderful words!!! TTC is the hardest thing ever. I just can't get it right!! ;) But if you keep trying and don't get so down and stressed it is bound to happen. Don't give up and don't get down...you need to stay happy and positive:) Be happy for your friend and set time aside to be with her if that is what you want. Only you can help change that. I know how it feels. I will keep my fingers crossed for you and LOTS of baby dust. Its normal to feel depressed and moody over these things but also, cherish what you do have. A beautiful, healthy son and a wonderful husband:) baby dust!!! <3

Answer 3

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