Sometimes I wish that everything would just disappear, either everything else or myself. I think about the future and it worries me. I think about the past and all I feel is regret. I don't want to think about the present. Sometimes when I'm walking home from the bus stop I wish a car would hit me, just so I wouldn't have to deal with life.
I'm not suicidal, I would never kill myself probably (at least not until I'm older), but I do think my life would be better if I didn't have one.
I'm not depressed either, except maybe one day before my period. I laugh at almost everything and I usually talk with myself to keep myself busy.
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