So I went to the psychiatrist yesterday and thought I would get a medication adjustment. So instead of getting that my psychiatrist wanted to refer me for ECT. I heard about it before but never really considered it. She said it's come a long way from how they used to do it. I have until tomorrow to decide. I went online last night and flipped through the internet. She said the only side effect was temporary short term memory loss, but I read that others were permanent cognitive damage, long term memory loss, and something else I can't remember. A lot of people said that they had it and it only made their problems worse, others say that it helped a little. I'm scared because I don't want to end up in like the long term ward in a hospital. But I'm probably going to end up in residential treatment if I don't get better. I don't know where to turn.
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