Anyone have adhd? its ruining my life!! what should i do!?!??!?!?!?

Question

to matter where i turn it gets me in to more trouble. i have always been a little different. every grade my teachers had recommended for me to get tested for adhd by the school and i always came out negative. i would run around the classroom on my hands and knees and bark pretending like i was a dog while chasing my crush around. i never really got that i had no friends. one of my best friends now thought i was a freak in 1st grade. i would go up to her and be like "HIII!!!" at home i constantly pretended like i was an animal and all i would do was draw. in sixth grade i was diagnosed with adhd by an actual facility. it felt right to have an answer for why i had been so wierd and why i forgot homework, got in trouble for geting out of my seat....etc. then i was given the pill. i hated it!! so i stopped and i got even worse grades. i started again and friends constantly call me anorexic cuz it reduces my appetite.

Answer 1

i have adhd too. embarrassing blushing in the crowd/public. anxiety. i think i can see mistakes in society. i took xanax and his friends but i quit like you because i couldnt take the terrible effects anymore. so i never finished college. i dont know how i feel now to see my friends have graduated.