I know I'll get a thousand answers telling me I'm making it up, bragging, or the anti-christ- if that's what you're about to say, SHUT UP, don't even read further.
Anyway.... SORRY about the wording, I don't really know how to describe this.... I've never heard of it before really.... And people, it's REALLY HARD FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT, I really NEVER have before....
Ever since I was really young, I kind of like, ABSORB other people's emotions. If I'm standing in a room, everyone else's emotions and feelings are automatically imposed on me, even if they aren't showing it, and even if I'm not paying attention to them specifically. Like.... I was in the emergency room a few nights ago (I was just sick), and wow, it was SOOOOO overwhelming. I felt everyone's mental pain in my head- even before I even looked around- I just felt it. It's ALWAYS like that. Not the simple "aww, I feel your pain" thing you tell your friends, obviously. Being in high school was the worst, ya know. Being in a classroom full of hormonal stressing teenagers. Having a room full of 35 teenagers' feelings being imposed in my mind- well, that (and my social anxiety) is exactly why I ditched almost every single day of Freshman year and then started home schooling.
I've never even heard of this before, which is what makes it hard....
And it's a TERRIBLE burden!
I've hardly ever been happy in years, ya know.
Is there a name for this? How can I get help and how much cash will it run me?
I just need you to tell me ANYTHING AT ALL.... I'm desperate.
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