I declared how I feel about a really good friend (Aqua), and we met up to talk about it.
Its a bit complicated, because he has a long distance gf on the other side of the world that he hasnt seen for over a year: They met whilst travelling and neither will live in the other´s country. So I made my declaration and gave him the option of beginning something new w me, staying with her, or me waiting as long as he needed.
We were both nervous and he was a bit detached when we got together to talk. We started to talk about other things and we walked all afternoon. In the end, we didnt talk about "us" at all. As we were parting, he looked me in the eyes and said "well get together and talk about the other stuff during the week, ok? I´ll call you and we´ll meet up"...
Tomorrow is Friday and he still hasn´t called. I trust and believe him, but I cant help feeling a little uneasy about this. He has not been ignoring me, but he hasnt brought up us meeting up again to talk.
Why is he not bringing it up and why didnt he talk about it the other day? Is he putting it off? Could he still be thinking? Analysing?
Help me, Aquas!!! : -)
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