I sit in the unbound and pathetic world thinking about ways to be elevated both spiritually, mentally and physically. It's hard to say what exactly I need in this life. All i know is I constantly am looking for something. Some form of expression maybe something to own and make my own but it only exists in a drug dazed mind frame listening or playing good music. (Mostly the psychedelic side of the Blues.) Which riddles the questions is a drug dazed mind frame so wrong? Is it possible that drugs are what make me my best? I'm not talking about hard narcotics. I'm talking about psychedelics like Weed and mushrooms, salvia, acid, psycho actives man. I don't dabble in the other ****. It doesn't elevate, it separates. Separates what you want and need to feel with what your brain says "just feels good". I like the heavy shamanic drugs. They can be so unpleasantly wonderful. It's that feeling of uneasiness that makes me feel like I'm finding something. Whether that be for better or worse. Truly looking into my soul. I know that it's cliche to say things like "It helps me find myself" and "It helps my soul" and etc... But have you every stopped to wonder that maybe these psychedelic astronauts aren't making this **** up. Maybe it's true. Why can't we consider this as reality? Just for the record I'm neither drink nor drugged while writing this. It's just how I feel. Maybe the ancient people new a thing or two about finding out about other consciousnesses. It's hard to say what exactly I'm writing this for. I'm guessing mostly just self assurance that I may not be the only one who truly loves being drug induced and doesn't want to feel guilt for it. I can't think of a single reason not to use these wonderful tools for looking into ones self. The drugs I am talking about are not addictive by nature. I despise things such as Heroin, Cocaine, Meth, Ecstasy etc... If nature didn't provide it already then don't **** with it my friend. (rare exception possibly is acid, but the cousin from the world of morning glories is closely related.) Any Thoughts?  Or am I just a dope head? Let me know.... Nothingbuttheblues23@yahoo.com
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