I graduated high school, I also did a semester of college recently. I was in a situation where I had no choice but to drop out, so please don't judge me. Anyway, I can't get a job. All my life since the age of 18 I've tried and employers refuse to hire me. Employers tell me that I don't need a job, I need government assistence (besically tellin me I'm retarded) and then family, wellfare, and everybody else tell me that I'm lazy. I've had a hard time in school. I can read words correctly, but sometimes I have trouble comprehending the meaning of what's written, especailly if it's a novel and the author strays from the story and takes a moment to express a complexed thought. That's why I hate to read. Reading comprehension aint (yeah I said "aint", f*** you) even a problem compared to my math skills, I barely know basic multiplication. Employers don't know this about me, it's not like I tell them all my flaws or anything, I'm very polite and I'll keep in mind to talk proper to them. I try to be as confident as possible, but I get nervous and start stuttering and taking long pauses. When I feel like I'm being judged (and basically that's what happens at a job interview), my mind goes blank and I don't know what to say, and then what I do say sounds like mixed up jibberish, lol. So I was wondering if I am alone or not with these problems and maybe somebody might have some advice. I'm 25 and never had a job in my life, but I need one. I don't wanna depened on an SSI check that's hard to obtain and qualify for anyway.
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