I'm having really really tough time now and I know if I don't change now, I will ...well... enter a life that I don't want to enter.. and therefore commit suicide.. I have very little time to make social anxiety fall off me, which has been stuck in me for 15 years and i've tried getting rid of it.
Therefore, I would like to have a conversation with my angel or several of them who are 'responsible' for me.. is there any way I can call them ?? or won't they reply if they know that i shouldn't be helped now.. ?? Should I somehow 'meditate', or relax and try to concentrate in order to be able to hear them ?? I'm really lost and don't know what to do as the options are running short. :/
pls pls pls.. i am sooo serious about it... pls if you don't believe in angels, don't claim that as a response to my question.
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