I am. I will give you an example.
Last month I decided I was going to take my friend and drive up Mt. Washington, here in picturesque NH. Now, I am deathly afraid of heights...this mountain is 6,288 ft. above sea level, and in order to get up it you have to take a windy dirt road with no guardrails and steep drop offs (1,000 ft or more) with cars coming in both directions. I knew all of this and was nervous, but my Aquarius rising told me to be adventurous and conquer my fear because the view at the top would be worth it.
About halfway up the Cancer sun kicked in and the reality and fear of the situation went to my head. I was scared out of my mind, white knuckling the wheel and wished I could turn around, except there was no way to do that. My friend was out of her mind too, so it was only adding fuel to the fire. When I finally reached the summit I was a wreck...total and complete anxiety attack...shaking, tears in my eyes, couldn't catch my breath, looking for reassurance from strangers---I spoke to any person that made eye contact with me. My Leo friend was useless...she went off to look at stuff while I asked people who worked there how in the h**l I was going to drive down.
Finally, about a half hour later, a tremendous calm came over me...the Scorpio moon. I knew that I was quite capable of making it down, that it wasn't going to get any worse and that I was careful enough to navigate down the mountain...my Scorpio moon, my strength.
I'm wondering if anyone else has literally become aware of all three of those positions at work in a situation. What are your experiences, if any? And if you haven't experienced it, you should really start trying to see it at work in your life. It's quite interesting!
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