Are you someone totally different...? (og idk which section this goes under. srry if its wrong)?

Question

i am driving myself to go crazy. I LOOVE horses soo much. and this is how i portray myself to people. I'm a sweet little innocent horse loving girl. but on the inside of me, i LOVE tokio hotel (emo/rock band) and when im home alone, ill wear my dark emo makeup and blast the music. None of my friends or family knows i even like tokio hotel. what should i do?

Answer 1

Its just called different preferences to objects, taste in music and in animals.

I'm not any different, I just have a split personality. And I agree with that guy too.

Answer 2

Just let it out girlfriend!!! Its no fun having to pretend to be someone you are not! You can be emo and still like horses! THATS YOU!!! :-)

Answer 3

Why are you hiding that? Be yourself. If your friends are real friends, they won't care. In fact, they'll love it that you're showing them your "dark, secret" side.

Answer 4

I'm somebody totally different. If that answers your question. I like komodo dragons. Not ancient Chinese dragons. Not dungeons and dragons. Not like Braveheart dragons, if that movie even had dragons. Not Lord of the Rings. No, these are exceedingly large lizards, up to 10 feet in length and 150 pounds (300 pounds after they eat). A bacteria-filled mouth, a cess-pool, so one bite and the buffalo is a goner. I don't really like horses all that much.

Answer 5

I wouldn't think so, to most people im a cynical but logical pearson, im sometimes an airhead but i keep a cool head about most things, i hate confusion and get frustrated if i get confused. To a select few freands, however, I am still just as logical but much more hot headed, i boast to them, i take a very active stance and often times will take charge of a confusing situation.

Many people would say that my younger brother (the larger and more popular of the two of us) is the dominant one, but when it comes down to willpower i usuallly come out on top.

We all just have our "Dark Side" to the world i am a strict classical music lover, to me its heavy metal all the way.

Answer 6

What exactly is your problem?  Are you worried that you are lying to friends and family by acting like someone that you are not?  But are you?  Can't it be true that you are both a sweet innocent horse loving girl AND a hard rocking emo chick?  

Relax. You are complex and that is a good thing.  Reveal what you want but know that you are also entitled to your privacy.  None of us show every side of ourselves to every person in our live and that is o.k.

Do not act fake just to please others and do not hide yourself for fear of rejection.  You may be rejected but that is part of life and although it is not fun I promise you that you will survive.

On a personal note - when I was at school I was an overachieving teacher's pet but outside of school I was totally into Ozzy (he is very old but in his day he rocked) my school friends and my outside friends would have been amazed at how different I was depending on where I was and with whom but since my friends were all good people they may have teased me a bit but they would definitely still liked me just fine.  And yes both those girls were the "real" me - just different sides of myself.