Asked this three hours ago. about my best friend and me?

Question

've become closer to her relatives.

me and my best friend fetched her aunt from the airport and dropped her off at the house of her another aunt.

I really felt welcomed to their family with open arms..

everyone else knew me.

problem is.. i'm not her boyfriend..

her boyfriend called up. I acted like i wasn't hearing anything

but i was trying to avoid her.

she kept on avoiding me while they were talking as well..

she saw the pictures of me with my ex-girlfriend..

she felt insecure for some reason.

she kept on insisting she looks better than my ex.

in which i really believe she does.

I wanted to get away from her.. but she keeps on wanting me to stay..

I know we're both best friends but.. it's hurting me to see that I'm not even as good enough as her boyfriend..

I know I'm not as handsome as he is..

I know I'm not someone that she'll boast to her friends.

I know I can't make her feel that spark.. and

I know I can't make her feel like she's the luckiest girl in the world.

all I could do is listen to her when she has problems..

all i could do was to sit by her side and do my best to comfort her at her worst times..

because that's what friends do..

I wanted to hug her.

I wanted to kiss her.

I wanted to tell her how much I love her. (She knows that I do btw)

But because I am her best friend, I'm staying away because I know we'll hurt each other..

All I wished was for her to be happy.

I guess I needed to be specific when I wished for that.

I guess I should've wished for her to be happy with me.

But then again,that would be selfish of me.

I already told her how I feel about her.

She said she doesn't know yet.. but she keeps on insisting for me not to leave her..

She on the other hand wanted me to date more girls. I did. but it never felt right for me

Answer 1

don't make yourself so accessible to her and her issues. you can be her friend but don't be her lap dog.  she knows that even if the relationship doesn't work you will always be there.  and that maybe true but don't put your life on hold for someone who doesn't know what they really want. live you only get one life.  

Answer 2

In my opinion. You're in love with your best friend, but you know that you two being together wouldn't be as wonderful as you would like. She just wants to see you happy, but not with her. She wants you to stay because hello! You're her best friend!

All I can say is stay friends because obviously you two are close.

Eventually, maybe, she might fall for you - but I'm not trying to give you false hope my friend.

Good luck and best wishes for you.

xo

Answer 3

you know what you have to do. u r not a child.

if ur friend has a bf then dont think about her.

i am sure there must be a gd girl out there for u.

and if she is interested in u she will tell u herself but dont have too many expectations.

u might be disppointed later and this is really a frustrating situation.

try to know other girls - good and nice ones

i am sure there's one gd girl out there waiting for u :)

just be patient. and don't accept the first one but wait for the best one

gd luck