Yesterday I was hanging out with some friends along with 1 of my closest friend who I've already fallen in love with last year. I'm not sure if she already knows. Maybe she does. I haven't directly told her yet. However I've sent a few "sweet" letters. I've known her for about 3 years but last year was the year we really got connected. Ever since then we've been hanging out with each other every week. BUT when I compare her to certain other friends, I notice we're not completely open with each other. So lately I've been trying to loosen up with her by showing a side of me she doesn't normally see. Yesterday we were having fun and just joking around with each other. Then I told her something about her car. I said that its getting like mine (what I meant by that was its getting busted up). But instead she replied "wet?" I know its suppose to be some type of sexual joke but it made me feel embarrassed a little. We usually never joke in a sexual way and I'm never the one to bring 1 up. Last time we did was last year. So this is the 2nd time basically. Should I be happy about it? Is this a good or bad start by trying to open up with each other?
By the way you're probably going to ask me if she feels the same way I feel about her. My answer is, I'm not sure yet. However I've been getting lots of signals lately. Even my friends noticed that we are always together and never apart. I spoke to 1 of my friends and asked him what he thought about it. He told me that he thought that both of us had something more than just friends. I was shocked because we really don't have anything more than a friendship. I told him that she was bi. He told me that he already knew without her directly telling him. He was thinking I had something to do with it. By (surprise)
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