I've had a difficult childhood - both at home and school. Was extremely shy and introverted, had very few friends, and the few that I had I was always insecure, frustrated and mean with.
I've evolved as a person. I've learnt how to smile and laugh (believe me, this took practice), and i'm more reasonable in my expectations of people.
But - i'm still unpopular in college - i'm just always soooo misunderstood! People consider me slimy, mean, bit**y - even when I was trying to do and be good.
And I have terrible luck with men. I cheated on my first (and only) boyfriend when I was drunk at a party. Went through serious heartache when he understandably dumped me.
I haven't been able to find a guy and it's been one year. I meet a lot of men, but they only seem to want to get into my pants without wanting a serious relationship.
I always feel like i'm being punished for something i've done. But other people around me get away with so much, while I keep suffering even after I've genuinely tried to do good.
The long-winded question is that do you have any recommendations on something I can do to change myself and/or my circumstances?
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