I've spent most of my life aspiring to become a proffessional musician. I belive im skilled and talented, but I havnt had the best luck over the years. I've tried giving up before, and it just makes everything in life seem meaningless. And at the same time, one still has to work to pay bills. I dont think i can afford to go back to school. But i dont want to continue working mundane and pointless jobs my whole life. I just want to play (orchestras), and be able to support myself from that. I dont feel i have too many options....can anyone give some POSITIVE insight? I would really appreciate it.
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