Attempted suicide in dream?

Question

I was in some cabin, out in the woods. I accidently shot my mom and feeling very guilty, I tried to kill myself. When I pulled the trigger, I blacked out but then woke up, still standing where I was. I pulled the trigger again, nothing happened, just felt like someone flicked me on the side of the head. I decided to go to the emergency room while I still had a chance to live.

I had to go through the woods to get there, and some lumberjack type guy was mad at me, don't know why but he was chasing me. Eventually he gave up. When I got to the emergency room, it was also cabin-themed. I saw a mirror, and in it I realized my brain was exposed and it was blue. I was in the waiting room for what it seemed like hours. Some lady came up and told me I would have to make an appointment. Then it ended. What does attempted suicide mean in a dream?

Answer 1

Not an expert but maybe I can help you find the meaning. Of course, to do that I'd need to know if anything important in your life has happened recently or if anything has been bothering you at all. Even the smallest bit.

Your mother could represent something, an idea, a person, a goal, or maybe herself. When you shot her you felt guilty. That means you've done something or you're avoiding something in your life and you regret it. About your own death...I assume it was horrifying? Your emotions are key because death could mean an old part of you is dying. It could be a good thing and you could be growing or it could be a part of yourself that you don't want to lose.

Think about that lumberjack and woods part, it's difficult to explain. Only you would know what it means best :\ and maybe when you saw yourself in the mirror you might have been looking at yourself from a different point of view and be seeing the action or thing you regretted.

Really, you're the only one who can put the pieces together.

Answer 2

i think your worried about your mothers death so you deside to kill her yourself and then take your own life to be with her after death.. and the lumberjack is known to be big and strong (protective) you are running away from him even though he is just trying to help. you must not be the person that likes getting help (you do everything for yourself and figure things out on your own)

Answer 3

Don't worry about it. It's not like that is actually going to happen, right?

Answer 4

A suicide mean ;;; there a situation or a relation than you cannot cope anymore with it ; its like I have enough of this c**p

Answer 5

Killing in a dream means a sin. Killing your mom or anyone for this matter means you have committed a big sin; then killing yourself means that you want to repent and stop doing that bad thing. In other words, you are thinking of readjusting your life. The hospital shows that you are afraid of sickness I don't know if it is any specific disease. This part could be irrelevant in your dream. But listen to your guts and subconscious mind, if there are mistakes and bad choices you are making and people like your mom telling to stop, it is good to listen. It is for your own good.