Awful <span title="Dreams................................??">Dreams......................</span>

Question

A month ago, my younger sister and I were home alone, and in different rooms. I was playing COD on my computer and she was in her room playing video games.

Suddenly, I heard a scream for help. In reply, I told her I didn't know how to beat the game, and I was busy.

About thirty minutes later, when going to my room to look for my laptop charger, I found her lying on the floor, choking on her own vomit. She had had a seizure. I called 911, and the ambulance came immediately, carrying her away to the hospital. She eventually lied one week late rin a coma.

However, only recently did I realize I found it arousing when I saw her spasming on the floor. I've been having dreams in which she was dying out in front of me, spasming out of control, and I wake up with frantic sweat, sometimes masturbating.

I know it's absolutely appalling for me to say that, I VERY much miss her, and I cry everyday over my inablilty to take action when I needed help. What do I do???

Answer 1

I suggest a lobotomy.

Answer 2

I sincerely suggest you go to your nearest mental health clinic and ask to speak to a Therapist. There is no shame in this action, and due to the severity of your terrible dream I believe mental health experts are the only ones who may be able to help you. No one has to know, such as friends, family, etc.... ( if you are 18 years or older ) if not then your parents will have to drive you there and sign for you;however, they DO NOT have to know why you want to go. Tell them it is a thing you feel you should do, and ask them to respect your privacy as to why you feel the need to go. Please go, you sincerely need some professional help.

Answer 3

you&#039;ve obviously been through a lot, and its affecting you badly

i&#039;d suggest getting in touch with a councillor, and they can give you the help you need

Answer 4

This question sounds surprisingly real, but i&#039;m sorry guys, its a troll - look at his other questions. apparently his &#039;daughter&#039; is dating a &#039;nigra&#039;